I am what some people would call odd. I love life but some days I hate to live it. I love my family but sometimes I want a different one. I love my husband but sometimes wish I could fix him. I love my job but sometimes wish i could set the place on fire and watch it BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN!!! I have believed for years that I was an outcast then one day realized that I outcasted myself. I thought for years that everyone hated me but then one day realized that I just dont care. I have always looked at the world through my own kind of glasses instead of the rose colored ones everybodyelse looks through, then one day I decided to just take them off. I have a little woman that lives inside my head. Her name is Veronica. I lean on her when I want to be pissy, that way I can blame her. She only comes out when I feel the need to be a bitch. I love her. I have two wonderful sisters that I talk to all the time but never see. I hate that about myself.

I am what some people would call odd. I love life but some days I hate to live it. I love my family but sometimes I want a different one. I love my husband but sometimes wish I could fix him. I love my job but sometimes wish i could set the place on fire and watch it BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN!!! I have believed for years that I was an outcast then one day realized that I outcasted myself. I thought for years that everyone hated me but then one day realized that I just dont care. I have always looked at the world through my own kind of glasses instead of the rose colored ones everybodyelse looks through, then one day I decided to just take them off. I have a little woman that lives inside my head. Her name is Veronica. I lean on her when I want to be pissy, that way I can blame her. She only comes out when I feel the need to be a bitch. I love her. I have two wonderful sisters that I talk to all the time but never see. I hate that about myself.